college... -___-

AHHHHHH!!!!!!!! This is sooooo stressful!!! I shouldn't have waited this late to register for classes at Douglas!! Most of the classes I wanted or needed have HUGE waiting lists.. Oh well.. I've signed up for a couple of good classes, but they seem really hard.. I guess that means that I'll have to work my ass off this fall!!! WEEEUUUUUU!! So exciting.. -___- People say that they are excited for the fall and going to new schools... well I'm not, this is scary! What if I get lost? What if my teachers suck? What if I don't make any friends? What if I fail??? AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! I can't get these 'whatifs' outta my head! 

Whatif by Shel Silverstein

Last night, while I lay thinking here,
some Whatifs crawled inside my ear
and pranced and partied all night long
and sang their same old Whatif song:
Whatif I'm dumb in school?
Whatif they've closed the swimming pool?
Whatif I get beat up?
Whatif there's poison in my cup?
Whatif I start to cry?
Whatif I get sick and die?
Whatif I flunk that test?
Whatif green hair grows on my chest?
Whatif nobody likes me?
Whatif a bolt of lightning strikes me?
Whatif I don't grow taller?
Whatif my head starts getting smaller?
Whatif the fish won't bite?
Whatif the wind tears up my kite?
Whatif they start a war?
Whatif my parents get divorced?
Whatif the bus is late?
Whatif my teeth don't grow in straight?
Whatif I tear my pants?
Whatif I never learn to dance?
Everything seems well, and then
the nighttime Whatifs strike again!